I am a terrible friend.
I never go out of my way to call people.
It takes days, sometimes weeks to call people back.
If someone says, "let's get together!" I say yes and actually dial part of their number then hang up.
Then I cry because I have no friends.
I know these things I do hinder me, but I am a creature of habit. What if I let someone in? What if they....hurt me?
After talking to someone for an hour today that has been calling and leaving me messages for a year, I realized I like this person. I want to be friends. Why did I never call back?
Fear.
If I keep living in fear it is going to be a long, lonely life.
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