Feeling Icky

Sooo...
I feel kind of icky about my last post.  I know it wasn't that encouraging or lifting to any one.  I am sorry. 
I have a million excuses why I would go on a rant...I am tired, we've been through this and that, and blah blah you just don't know what we are going through right now.
I am not going to erase the post though because I believe it speaks of who I am.  I am not graceful all of the time, I am mean sometimes, I am prideful.
The reason I am writing about it is because I am reminded that no matter what, we all need a saviour.  Nobody is perfect, nobody is super wonderful nice and without fault.  We all need help.  I love people, I love God.  I would love to be in Heaven someday and would be overjoyed to see you there too.  God calls us to different things according to His purpose.  I should not be so quick to be angry or offended because I just really have no idea what His plan is.  The only thing I know is that He loves all of us like crazy.  He doesn't care where we are, what profession we are, color, background, weather we home school or not...He just loves us.  He wants us to believe, have faith, trust in His Son and try to follow Him with all we have.  Do I do that all of the time?  No, I am so human, so stuck in my fallen ways, I mess up all of the time. 
But, praise the Lord for His Son who came and picked me up out of my mess and took all of the blame, and all of the pain on Himself so that I may have eternity in Heaven.
He did this for you too.  Do you believe that?  I hope you do, it is a beautiful thing friend.  What could be better than knowing you mean something, you have a purpose, that there is more than this old world?